Why hello there want to hear about my bad day

Today was one of the worst days of my life!! Well that might be a bit dramatic, but it was pretty bad. I am a 21 (almost 22) year old college student. I have worked my whole life to be able to pay for my own way. I have paid for all three years of college my self, and without any loans. Although I live with my parents I pay my own bills, and I help them out when I can. In order to do this I have had to work- hard. In a time when most 21 years olds are drinking, and spending mommy and daddies dime I find it difficult to get the help and respect that I need. On Sunday I was told by my college, I will not say there name for if I do i shall start crying and cussing and its not that kind of blog, that I would be getting a government grant for 3,000!! WOOT WOOT! Finally! I only have two more semesters to pay for, and these were going to be the hardest. This relief had come in the from of a government grant. Because I live with my parents I have never received any grants. However, my hopes were soon dashed. I called the college this morning to confirm the grant, and they said there had been a mistake, I would be receiving no money........(insert crying) BUT it doesn't end there. There is another part of myself that has made me who I am, and that is the part of me that has Chronic Fatigue Syndrome. CFS is a CHRONIC illness that has a ton of symptoms, all of which I will detail in a later blog. But the problem is that I take a pain medication for it, and I receive this medication through a mail order pharmacy. Well lets just say that I ran out of medicine yesterday and it MIGHT be here tomorrow....... of course........ What is so ironic about this bad day is that I went to sleep last night thinking that today would be a great day. I had the day off, and nothing to do but relax! Famous last words right? I am sorry that my first blog is so depressing, but my crappy day is what drove me to start a blog! So tell next time kittens! - Beany (aka anne marie)